Friday, January 07, 2005

i havent updated on this thing in forever but i think this is the perfect time. sometimes i sit alone here in washington and think about high school. u might think its pathetic, but you need to remember that high school is a huge part of ur life. if u cant accept that, then ur in denile. (<--sp). sometimes i think of my accomplishments and but more of my failures. ur supposed to leave without regrets, and even though it may sound cliche, its really hard to do. everyone has regrets. and with the news that just came out yesterday, i think one of my biggest regrets was not keeping in touch with most of my friends when i was growing up. yeah i saw them every so often but not on a regular basis. what i ultimately want to end up saying is that i should have kept in touch better with my friends like paul tan. he was my friend growing up playing pop warner football. are familes came together to be close because of football. after i left middle school, i only saw paul when we went to track meets together and we always talked story to jus catch up. but with track season over, paul and i never saw each other after the state finals. the whole summer went by and we didnt see each other. and today i find out that he died in a car crash yesterday and was a father of a 1 month old daughter. many people get affect by death everyday and sometimes we take life for granted. and your friends too. everyone wont be there for you always. so make most of the time u have together now. if u havent said hi to a friend in a while, give them a call or a message jus to say hi. because u never know when it could be your time. i love you all